So I haven’t posted any personal stuff lately - or ever, actually. This is just my third post. Lol. My life has been quite normal, with the usual school, org and family things going on, and I’m not a photographer so I don’t really get to document my life or my clothes (which I would love to do by the way). I originally planned to make a wish list of stuff I want to receive this Christmas but before I could blog about it, I was already on my way buying them so yeah yay me! (slightly sarcastic). I hoped I could maintain an active blog with personal posts but sadly, all I’ve been doing is reblogging photos, and I don’t even do that often. This is turning into a very random post with no proper flow and cohesion, but anyway, I’ll just continue. I would probably easily blog about stuff if only it didn’t make me feel awkward about posting a text-heavy entry. Somehow, blogs now are dependent on pictures. Well, it is actually more pleasant to look at. Anyway, since this is a personal I-wanna-let-out-my-feelings-or-maybe-I’m-just-bored-or-tired-or-trying-to-find-ways-not-to-do-my-homework kind of thing, I will just write. This is getting really random and pointless. Okay, so here’s a list of random wishes (and maybe frustrations in life haha):
1. I wish I had an awesome camera and the skills to back it up. — Art does not really love me back, although I wish it would, even if it would be just photography. I would love to take pictures of subjects and maybe even share it here.
2. I wish I had a lookbook. — haha. I love clothes and even though they’re not super trendy as what other lookbook users wear, I would love to document what I wear and maybe even add creativity into the pictures. (I guess I just really need an artistic outlet.)
3. I wish to travel. — I’ve always loved travelling and for me, it has always been a sweet escape. Travelling’s just one of the best experiences ever and the feelings that go with it are just magical. My other love is shopping but there are times when I regret buying too much at one time (hello. i’m a shopaholic. but i’m improving. teehee.) It’s really different with travelling. No regrets come with it. Only the desire to stay longer or come back or travel again. (This gives me an idea. I should make a post about the places where I want to go to next. Also maybe a fashion inspiration post. And a “restaurants-to-try” post. #rambling #forgiveme)
Alright, I guess I’ll end the post with that. I still want to be productive and hopefully accomplish something. It’s my Christmas break but my professors still gave us stuff to do. I kinda feel guilty now that I haven’t done anything “meaningful” today. I really don’t like feeling guilty when I’m not supposed to. haha. And I ended with a rant. Ohwell, it was fun writing :)
